made-believed

2007-12-17T13:46:00.000+08:00

HELLO! PLS RELINK. THANKS!

www.sheloves-him.blogspot.com

2007-11-23T20:41:00.000+08:00

don wanna retire. don wanna retire. don wanna retire! i don wanna retire, neither i'm giving up. STUPID ANKLE! hurry up and recover! causing me so much problems! it has alrdy been 1 month since tt day. HURRY UP AND HEAL ALRDY! you have wasted enough of my time. wads taking it so long? not enough rest? cos i have to go to sch almost everyday? the things i eat? or isit jus a permenant thing? i hate this. i hate this. i hate this!

-TAKE "SPRAINS" OUT OF THE DICTIONARY

END OF POST.

2007-11-22T21:48:00.000+08:00

boo! jus came back frm camp yesterday. theres one or two fotos i tink. lazy to upload though. superr tired yesterday. but didnt slp early. hahas. then this morning woke up late, woke up at 8. xP. in the end late for class for half an hour. class start at 8 i wake up at 8. waha!. xD.

after math was chinese. then after tt went home watch " romantic princess"(gong zu xiao mei) xD. watch till slp cos too tired. >.-

here's an update on my ankle. my ankle's definately recovering. after my ankle recover i'm gonna do sum trainin on my own. like to make up for trainings i have missed. i reali hope i can remain in the main 9. DON PUT ME OUT! anw, to all who cared, THANKS!

here's another update. don reali msg with him le. hahas. oh yah oh yah, after my ankle recovers, not oni i wanna train more, i wanna find a job too. work for like 1month. so whoever who sees job spots with nice pay call me okay? xD.

i wanna continue watching my video le. i shall end here. good nite. sugary donut dreams. xD

-i don care. xP

2007-11-16T21:57:00.000+08:00

mrs lily ng! xD

look at yan yan's ( yan lin)score!!!
yan lin's pose. xD. fyi,tt ball was a strike. xD

this is " haha loser" aka jaz. hahas. she ask me to put " haha loser" as her name. -.-"

mS tan! xD

charis wearin jersey! xD

annabel took this.(softball camp that night) hahas. we were in the mode for ghost stories. hahas. fyi, tts me in the pic. (and obviously its not taken with my fone cos you can see my fone at the bottom of the pic. hahas.

went to sch for geog lesson today. hahas. then after lesson went to eat lunch with en, nette and ting. hahas. means of transportation= en's and ting's mum car. xD. after that went to en's house. hahas. then nette play maple, then rest watch you tube video. hahas. nette help ting train 2 level in such a short time la! dunno how she train de. lols.xD.

now waiting for the video to load.. so sian. the video's taking like foreva to load. at this rate, i tink i'm gonna fall aslp. hahas.

guess wad? guess wad? one part of my ankle the swelling went down! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!~ hope the WHOLE ANKLE can RECOVER BEFORE sL camp. hahas.

tmr going west coast park fly kite. lols. hope it doesnt rain. xD

anw, as you can see.. i uploaded the fotos! hahas. so lame. bleahs. video load finish le! hahas. i go watch video le. hahas. bye bye! good nite! candy floss dreams. xD

- HEAL HEAL HEAL!!

2007-11-15T20:30:00.000+08:00

WEE!!~ back frm camp! hahas. though it was jus a 2day 1nite camp, lotsa stuff happen. there's both the negatives and the positives.

had training for the first few hours of the camp. i sit there watch them train cos ankle haven recover. i wan my ankle to recover! i still wanna b in main 9 de leh! stupid ankle! anw, we were grouped up by the teachers, A, B and C. we had till after lunch to tink of a name for our group.

everyone is to sit and have lunch with their group members. while having lunch, we were thinkin about wad we should call ourselves. then if i'm not wrong, ms tan came and said sum stuff about our group eating finish the food. then she said " cool man!" it was then, it came to us. we looked at each other and said "group name,cool man!" lols. okay, back to lunch. we had difficulties eating the chicken wing. hahas. don tell you why. xD.

after lunch, we had to write down the coats of arms( at least i tink it is, cant remember), come out with a group name, write down the positive and negatives and last but not least, write down the objectives and aims. fyi, we changed our name to KACANG PUTIH! lols. so lame. hahas

okay okay. cut short!! night time was the best! ghost stories, pictures, pranks calls, phone calls, cards and more! i will never forget about the laughing part! fyi, the chocolate effect haven gone off yet! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!~ lols.

this morning we went to west bowl for the last part of our camp. hahas. YAN LIN PLAY SO WELL CAN?! hahas. and guess wad? jaz ask me to put her name as " haha loser" LOL!!!! i reali put though. then everytime her turn i say, haha loser urr turn.. hahas! haha loser like so nice to say. hahas.like addicted to it. xD.

got sum fotos but dunno why cannot load.i will try to load THAT pic ASAP. WAHAHAHAHA!!~ i feel so proud about tt pic. hahas.

i tink i shall blog till here today. i gtg do sumthing first. hahas. good nite. CHOCOLATE DREAMS. xD

- why the sudden question?

2007-11-13T21:56:00.000+08:00

i'm bored. didnt go for nette's chalet yesterday, mummie say cannot. =/. today got softball bbq at annabel's place but mummie don allow again. sian! btw, today's jesmond's birthday and yesterday was fendy's. hahas. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH OF YOU! xD. tmr got softball camp. 2day 1nite. hahas. jus now my fone ring then i tot is him. SIAN! lols.

HEAL STUPID ANKLE! i'm bored at home! HEAL! HEAL! HEAL! i wanna go out!

i wonder wads gonna happen tmr nite during camp. hahas. look out ppl! i'm gonna call when i'm bored! disturb urr beauty slp! xP

with my ankle like this, mum's askin me to bring the medicine there! wth! i'm not bringing! its gonna take up so much space.besides, i cant imagine preparing the medicine and stuff. -.-".. i tink i will jus bring the pain relief spray for the time being. she say if i do tt, she still wans me to bandage my leg. dwag! TROUBLESOME but caring i guess. MOTHERS' love. xD.

i gtg pack my stuff now. hope i remember everything! i wont b blogging tmr. xD.good nite. choco-waffle dreams. xD

-take some initiative, will you?

2007-11-09T22:41:00.000+08:00

yawnns.. i'm tired. i'm blogging today cos jia hui ask me to update. i didnt update for like one week oni la! anywaes, i'm kinda confuse with some stuff. like me and him kinda stuff. lotsa questions with no answers. not used to it.

[short pause]

he better take more intiative before i officially start ignoring him.

[long pause]

i'm back frm bandaging my ankle. hahas. hmms.. dwag! he lied to me. he said he will call me but didnt. this sucks.

wee!!~ i'm not afraid okay?! ( BRAVE FACE. xD) if he's reali interested then he will wait. if he doesnt then we jus aint meant to be. well, i contradict myself sometimes. so try to figure me out if you can. =)

good nite. sour plum dreams.

-try to figure me out.

2007-11-02T22:28:00.000+08:00

hello. i jus hang up ivan's call. hahas. had ss and chinese lessons today. amazingly, she didnt drag the lesson. xD. AHH! i jus broke my brother's party ring! (trys to hide it)

ss lessons ended early today cos ms peh's laptop no batt. then cannot continue lessons. hahas. xD. had about 20minutes early dismissal.hahas.

had recess then went back to class. wei en and i went up to another class to get our masterpieces done. wahahaha! DON TELL YOU WAD ISIT! xD. btw, guess wad? wei en's right leg hurts too! hahas. two bai ka walking together. xD.

after classes, jia told me oni 6 ppl turn up for training today! 3 seniors 3uniors. only si jia, si min, bettina, amanda, syah and unice went for training! its the first time so little ppl turned up for training. quite shock and pissed off when i heard it, dunno y. hahas.

stayed at home the whole day ever since i reach home. alvinn msged me today. suddenly ask me when's my birthday then ask me go his chalet. lols.

zhen yu ahh!! so negative nowadays! i'm not angry with you. you tinking too much le. everytime tink i'm angry with you. hahas.

i drew a mickey mouse jus now. waha! so cute! although its not tt perfect, its still cute. xD.

ohh ya. i decided not to continue tt story. i wrote the wrong starting anw. it was suppose to be foggy, not misty clouds or sumthing like tt. hahas.

i gotta turn in soon. good nite peeps! jelly bean dreams. xD

-our masterpieces. xD

2007-10-30T19:26:00.000+08:00

i tink i'm gonna b sick. my forehead feels kinda warm. hahas. went to the chinese doc jus now for follow up then also tell her my back pain. hahas. she say cos i pulled the muscle! at first she press her press there. then she say cannot. she then she poke 2 needles onto me lo! i so scared of needles still poke TWO needles! when the two needles were taken out, the pain was still there. so she put one more needle. but this time, she poke, twist, twist, twist. AHH! i can feel the sharpness of the needle piercing through my skin!(mayb abit of flesh. :D ) hope there's no hole on my back. lols. jus kidding. the needle aint tt thick. hahas.

beyond those misty clouds, on the other side

she sees a shadow looking at her

the shadow turns and walks away frm her.

she noes who it is

she gave chase

the shadow disappeared

out of disappointment, she turned back

the shadow was right behind her!

she leaned forward and reach for it..

[to be continued. xD]

2007-10-25T21:32:00.000+08:00

i took this, this morning.i doubt you can see the swelling ankle properly. hahas. btw, this was taken in my parent's room. xD

2007-10-25T18:08:00.000+08:00

second post for the day. xD.

i'm back frm the doctor's. hahas. guess wad? the doc say ligament tore,pulled a muscle and both the inner and outer ankles are injured. lols. then jus now the doc take out tt time the reaction damn funny. she unwrap then her first reaction was "wahh!" hahas. probably she didnt expect it to b tt swollen. hahas. so funny. xD.

i hate having sprain ankles. so dumb. and not to mention tt its a torture. hmms..should i go to sch tmr? tmr taking back report book and got briefing. but can ask ppl to help me get the stuff. hahas. i feel like going back. but the doc say my leg will b more swollen by tmr. zZzZZzz.. this stinks!

i'm gonna miss trainings. the doc says i nida rest for at least 4weeks. but there's oni 7 weeks before competition.. i hate this!

no mood to blog. bye bye. =)

- i hate this.

2007-10-25T11:28:00.000+08:00

hello. i'm officially bored even before the holidays starts.i cant go anywhere except for my dumb bed. sprained my ankle yesterday! =(. sprained it during pe. its like super big when i first see it. super ugly! like got one big egg sticking out. i'm not exaggrating. super scary. i tot the bone twist to the side or sumthing cos of the size. then i press press. a! soft soft de. lols.
called my parents. blah blah blah. then on pei yi and yu neng helped me to the gerneral office. hahas. then cutting through the bball court tt time.. dunno y the ball so zhun. frm the top hit my head. hahas.

visited the hospital. the wheelchair so fun! lols. lotsa ppl msg me asking if i was okay. i feel so blessed. =). was kinda dissapointed too though. the person i wished had cared most was the least worried. but its okay i guess. =).

starting the doctor examined me. then ask me don eat or drink. cos might nid a operation. scare me half to death! did a x-ray. the person who did the x-ray for me so cute! her expressions so funny! hahas. the doctor who examined me also so chio. hahas. after the x-ray, i went into this room. then the doc ask me to lie on the bed. she use this thingy to knock my knee and stuff. hahas. i had a glance when i was pushed into the room. the x-ray looks kinda odd. lols. the doc explained to my mum while i was still lying on the bed like nobody's business. hahas. i heard she say about my ligament. then i heard sumthing about bone. then sumthing about not enough space. then also swelling. then she say NO NEED OPERATION! YAY!lols. in the end, when i was out of the room. i asked my mum wad happen. she say my bone and ligament injured then also pulled a muscle. hahas.

had lunch at the hospital canteen. my dad suggested we go sumwhere else to eat then kanna scolded by my mum. hahas. so funny! hahas. hmms..this is the worst sprain tt i have experienced before. my whole leg feel so weak. i'm so not used to it. cannot get stuff on my own, cannot walk on my own. i feel so helpless.

[goes to shower]

heLLo! i'm back frm the shower! feel so refreshed! hahas. my mum had my bandages changed. hahas. when she took out the bandages, she said i had bruises around my ankle and up. hahas. then she explained sum things. then tt was when i realised tt one of my bone was lingering around and out of place. lols. then i also realised not only my ankle was swollen, the part below my calf muscle also swollen. hahas.

mum wans me to bring me to see a chinese doctor lata. hahas. yay! i get to get out of the house! (i sound like sumone in prison. -.-").

okay. enough of my ankle. hahas. had training on monday. took super long for us to get sumwhere to train due to the field under renovation and o levels going on. hahas.in the end we went to sp to run. then run till my shoulder muscle pain. hahas. went to macs after training. unice so quiet..so odd.

tuesday, super sian, mum took out the poker cards frm my bag! zzZzz.. hmms.. then after recess they had interclass games. then me and yu neng help while the rest went back to class. hahas. 1n6 won for the captian's ball. they won every game they played.went to watch balls of fury with si jia, si min, bettina, li wen, marc and hong tai after sch. marc was sniffing the cinema chairs. he say the smell very weird. lols.

wednesday.. had pe. then ankle.. blah blah blah.. hahas. hmms.. i gotta go. mum wanna bring me to the doctor's le. bye bye. have a pleasant apple-ful day! xD

-sprains aint tt fun.

2007-10-19T22:50:00.000+08:00

boo! didnt go vivo today. hahas. in the end went to cc with nette and en. hahas. then veri fast 6plus le. hahas. saw sum unexpected ppl at cc. hahas. met someone new too. apparently he stays near me. lols. btw, nice to meet you. xD.

hmms.. kinda tired. lazy type le. hahas. good nite peeps! candy floss dreams. xD

-unexpected much?

2007-10-18T20:40:00.000+08:00

i realise i keep using purple lately. hahas.now chatting with joey and sam online. hahas. joey using dunno wad language to type so hard to read. hahas. i noe joey's gonna read my blog sooner or later so i'm not telling you how i read it. hahas.

tmr no sch. hehes. going out tmr with ling lin. she ask me go vivo. then i jus heard sam also going. hahas. dunno who else going. hahas.

hmms.. went out with unice today. hahas. went to holland eat. then had ice cream at cool rock. hahas. SO NICE! xD

there's a quite embarrassing thing tt happened today. but i'm not gonna talk about. too embarassing! hahas.

zhen yu sick today. 38.7 degrees. then still wanna study. tsk tsk. hmms.. though 'o's coming, mus take care of urrself okay? hahas

I MISS JOEY! lols. i feel so random. i reali miss her though. haven seen her for pretty long. was chatting on the fone with her jus now. not to mention msn. hahas.

zZzZz.. guess wad? i'm on the phone now. hahas. AND SHE'S SUCH A BITCH. hahas. don tell you who. hahas.

i gtg. gotta do some stuff. good nite. bubblegum dreams. xD

-wad a bitch.

2007-10-17T22:07:00.000+08:00

guess who is who. xD. its me, nette and en! xD ( L to R) i had the urge of putting a twist. hahas. if not the picture like missing sumthing like tt. hahas. xD

heLLo. xD. i PASS ENGLISH AND CHEMISTRY! xD. i pass english by 1 mark. then i got 57/85. a b3! xD. tt means i overall for this theory combine science i pass. xD. i like siao gi na like tt. keep giggling. hahas.

today in class super sian. pamala chasing nicholas for her bag and book. see till sian. hahas. then i write letter to nette. hahas. then gang hao tt period is english ma. then get back compo. then usually write compo tt time like by default will tink of my grandpa like tt.. then i like siao gi na again, but this time keep writing ' i miss him' then got one i write wrong. write till ' i miss you'. lols.

sometimes i jus wish i could turn back time and bring him back. whenever my mind flashes the scene of him lying in the coffin, i feel so.. so.. [fill in the bank]. it jus makes me alittle.. or abit.. or small portion of emoish part of me to arise. hahas.

i type so slow today. then now 11plus le. zZzZZzz.. i shouldnt have wake up so early today. tired like nobody's business. tired till waiting for bus at busstop then hug bag slp. hahas. then today bring so much books home. hahas. lucky got nette the locker. hahas.

i wanna turn in le. super tired. hahas. good nite. peanut butter dreams. xD

-its those flashes of light.

2007-10-16T22:47:00.000+08:00

SIANS! not like chio-est to the max. today get back 6 papers fail 5 paper then the subject i pass, oni pass by 2 marks. =(.

ehh..nette jus rejected my call? wth happen? lols. ohh i noe le. hahas.

TO BETTINA: pls don do any dumb/ silly/ emo stuff alrite? and drop that CAR THINGY IDEA! there's no point! dwag.

i today like emo-ing abit cos of the results. =(. dunno wad to blog lehh. hmms.. i tink i should end for today bah. good nite. chocolate waffle dreams. xD

- its jus like this

2007-10-15T22:12:00.000+08:00

right after my hair cut. zhen yu! this is for you! xD
sry, but i'm obsess with my haircut
wee!!~

blurry.=/

snapshot. hehes.
this is not though. xD
red, the colour of the devil.(i'm being random)

hey peeps! jus now was on the fone with jia hui, tts why now then blog. hahas. as you can see, i cut my hair today! wee!!~ lols.

now smsing him. hehes. he so late still haven reach home. >.< .

now chatting with zhen yu online also. hahas.

[long pause]

shit! i tink he's angry with me. =(.

[short pause]

i gotta go.. mum's nagging at me again.=/ . good nite. mango dreams. =)

-well, its jus like this i guess.=/

2007-10-14T22:54:00.000+08:00

two posts in one day? yupps. hahas. not many ppl turn up for tuition today. though exams are over, we did a revision paper today. hahas. if i'm not wrong we r starting on sec 4 syllabus next week. hahas. apparently most of us were using our cellphones in class. it kinda irritated mR koh whom was using the lap top. hahas.

nette jus called me to ask me out tmr. but mummie don let me out. =(. sadded me . wen chang jus now so worried for me when i told him i injured my back. funny though. hahas. i didnt reply him again. hehes. sch starts on tuesday. hahas. i tink nette and en got training. hahas. ohh ya! i'm having my hair cut tmr! i wont be cutting it short though. jus trimming it. hahas. there's no way i'm cutting it short! xP

here's another no link thing. LING LIN! for sum reason, i don tink i was tinking too much the other time. hahas.

i gtg. mum's chasing me to bed again. =(. till tmr peeps. xD

good nite. toffee dreams. xD

- i miss you.=)

2007-10-14T13:48:00.000+08:00

its onii 1plus going 2 but i'm alrdy blogging. hahas. jia hui say he break with wen qian le. =(. he seems to miss her alot though. hahas. like means like don give excuses that you aint used to it. hahas. anw, don listen to them la. urr operation will b a success. nth wil happen to you. =).

yawnns. i have been msging him non-stop for the past..(dunno how many days) ehh.. since monday? hahas. went out with nette, yan nan and terence on friday. hahas. nette say me and terence in the movies very noisy. hahas. SRY LA! hahas. btw, once again, thanks! xD

now msging him. hahas. nette asking him all the funny little questions. dunno y. hahas.
for sum reason, my wrist kinda hurts now. dunno y. i wonder wad i did. hahas.
lata got tuition.=). hahas. can listen to jokes again. hahas. then get sum update on stuff also. hahas. wee!!~.

i tink once training resumes, i hardly will go cc le.=(. the most is one week go once time. hahas. if i'm not wrong, trainings should b on monday and fridays. if not is monday, tuesday and fridays. but if three days means monday, wednesday and friday. hahas. come to tink of it. our current coach, qing yao, has been coaching us for close to a year alrdy. hahas. he's definately much better than the other coach.hahas. and guess wad? i jus dropped my fone! =(.
i gotta do sum stuff le. perhaps i will blog tonite. or perhaps not. hahas.anw, REMINDER:tou kan ren shi bu hao de xing wei. hahas. xD
have a pleasant lollipop-ful day ahead. xD

- i love these lollipops! xD

2007-10-10T22:51:00.000+08:00

i tink i'm starting to noe..
i tink i'm starting to understand.
i'm not tt sure that i am.
but i tink i can.

do you understand me?
i'm not sure if i did pass
isit jus me?
or is this going too fast?

the questions
the answers
thats it
thats me.

i tink i'm super bo liao. i have no idea how i suddenly come out with this. lols. so weird. but my exams, especially math paper two, comfirm fail like nobody's business! leave so much blanks! omg! =(. hmms.. lazy to uploads fotos. hahas.

friday going out. cant wait. hehes. =). hmms.. zhen yu leave so early today.=(. but don worry la. i not angry okay? i was onii kidding with you. hahas. tell me more about the thingy lehh? veri interesting! hahas.

TO SHEK: i'm not that bad okay? i see when got time then go out with you la. man yi le ma?. hahas. i like everytime say the same thing. lols.

i gtg le la! stupid. time flies when you are having fun. hahas. hmms..good nit. strawberry dreams. xD

- i tink now i do.

2007-10-06T22:30:00.000+08:00

i dunno y today abit empty..hahas. jus now on the fone with jia hui. jus now alvinn ask me call. then now talking to zhen yu on the fone. hahas.

cant study.. no concentration at all. hahas. i dunno wad to blog today.hahas. good nite. candy floss dreams.

-i tink its jus this.

2007-10-05T23:04:00.000+08:00

yawnns. super tired today. dunno why. hahas.

anw, i tink i don. i tink i will fail my languages and ss. i'm worried about being retained. =/. hmms.. no pics today. couldnt load it. hahas. i feel so rude today. like abit dao. perhaps cos too tired. kept yawning. keep looking around today, felt super random. hahas. BTW, GIVE UP ALRDY.hahas. i gtg.
mum's chasing me alrdy. sry for blogging so late. hahas. good night, candy cane dreams. xD

-i don see any beauty in you.

-i noe i'm blurr and gullible. but tt doesnt mean tt you can lie to me. =/

2007-09-30T22:36:00.000+08:00

ling lin's trademark- the double twist. xD
me and ling lin- jie mei foreva.

i'm not a sexist.
me and ling lin
more fotos. xD
happy tilting your head. xD
pose! xD

today was the last day of pks for the year. didnt have to see the faces of certain ppl le! yay! lols. joey didnt come today. hope i can see her soon though. sobbs. hmms.. told ling lin lotsa stuff today. hehes. she saw me typing stuff also. 10 sms long! hahas. omg, LING LIN! I TINK I"M TINKING TOO MUCH! how? i cannot write in sch cos lata ppl tink too much also. hahas.

tmr got sch.. sianns! my mum's chasing me to bed alrdy. good nites peeps.=). chocolate bar dreams. xD

-i tink i don, or perhaps i do. i'm tinking too much aint i? sour taste.

2007-09-28T22:19:00.000+08:00

nerds. xD
nerds, the tiny, tangy, crunchy candy!
random pic.
another random pic.
no comments.

i tink rischa took this
lynette took this yesterday. xD
zhen yu took this.
28092007. aww.. don b sad. pooh's here to comfort you in his stand!

the new spokesman for nerds. xD

super long didnt post. hahas. these few days didnt feel like blogging. no mood. hahas. nowadays like keep going cc. hahas. LYNETTE! he not like late for 2hours 10mins! now on the fone. yawnns.

[long pause]

willy asking me about lynette. hahas. good luck to you & him okayy? hahas. xD.

i like nth to say lerhh lehh. today's english paper also not sure can pass anot. sobbs.

hmms.. i guess tts all for today. next time then post again bahh.=)

good nites. sour candy dreams.xD

-i'm not sure if i do.

2007-09-20T22:15:00.000+08:00

heyy! havenn been blogging for quite awhile. hmms..lotsa things happened. hahas. hmms.. tmr got training. hahas. last training before examinations start. hahas. today dunno who say i msg alvinn, then today msg kelvin then next day mayb msg this guy call albert lerhh. hahas.

so sianns la. exams coming. zZzZzZz.. dunno wad to say. ohh yahh. one the juniors say i next time bcum lawyer. hahas. i tink i reali nth to say lerhh. waste one post. hahas. xD

good nite. minty dreams.xD

- i see both, do you?

2007-09-10T22:10:00.000+08:00

yawnns. i'm super beat after todae's training..omg. was it a killer or a killer? i hope i still have my ability to walk tmr. ohh yahh, i'm sorriie for being so bitchy in yesterday's post. hahas. mood-swing + too much of a good thing= not sumthing verii nice. shouldnt have taken those few packets of oreo in the morning.. mayb the other packets of oreos too(at lunch time).. and perhaps the hazelnut mocha fudge ice-cream..[guilty look] fine, plus the choco i had.

yesterday was insanely bitchy. today is insane laughter. i tink i'm crazy. especially after sch before training. they said me and jaz looked like we were dancing.apparently we were laughing like crazy(more of me though) they said we were doing the cha-cha then i corrected them saying tt we were doing the waltz then me and jaz not like laugh super hard again. wee!!~ today late for sch. not like sianns. i gtg. good nite peeps.lollipop dreams.

-isit me or me?

insanity

2007-09-09T21:48:00.000+08:00

heyy. babes and hunks out there.xD. okayy. i have no idea why, but for sum reason, i'm having a super big mood swing today. its reali TT bad cos i'm kinda afraid of it myself. i might b bitchy this morning when i said to dumb her or(and) him. but i mean it. as for you, my little sis, dumb him. he's using you to vent his anger and he's obviously playing with you. and there goes without saying, leads to my indirect little bro. dumb her or not, its your choice. but all i can say is i don like her frm the start and you noe it. its pretty obvious. even if you don see it with your very eyes, (or mayb you did.i tink, should b) you hear it with your very own ears. those words straight to your face. hmms..whose turn isit now? ohh yahh. my indirect bigger sis by afew days. he's obviously going for 'tt' . and you noe it. so wads holding you back? if he reali loves you he wont force you to do sumthing you don wan to. there's no point. there's one of the msgs tt he said he will find sumone else if you don. so jus dumb him alrdy. he made it clear tt 'tt' is all he wan frm you. so ask him to bug sumone else for 'it'.

its like super hot todae. i can feel the heat even in the house this afternoon. ohh yahh. joey didnt come for pks todae. yawnns. she had nafa. ohh no, i haven told her we are having a quiz next week and parents meeting the following week. ahh!

i had hazelnut mocha fudge ice cream todae. it was great! how can something so great come in small cute packages like these. i tink i'm quite insane now. i'm crazy for..lets see..HAZELNUT MOCHA FUDGE? somebody, knock some sense into me.

woots! tmr's the last term of this year ehh? cant wait for End of Year exams to be over. cant wait for softball camp. cant wait for..kekes( hint: a night during softball camp.xD)

nu er! don worry okayy? if those 'ppl' don wanna do their stuff and remember their dates, it their problem. don flare up jus bcos of them. its so~ NOT worth it. jus remember, don lose your cool. especially during tmr's presentation. show tt you noe everything and they don cos apparently YOU did EVERYTHING. and they DIDNT DO ANYTHING.

isit jus me or is this post quite filled with insane comments to bits? not to mention its bitchy. bleahs. i'm off to bed now before i die frm total insanity. good nite. hazelnut mocha fudge ice-cream dreams.(wow! wasnt tt a long one. phew!)

-dumb him, her and him again. xD

2007-09-07T22:23:00.000+08:00

sam. he looks weird.xD

bo liao.
joey and me.
joey and me.

she was making her hair. random pic.xD

isnt this cute? xD
b4 the class relay.xD
tuesdae. 4th sep. super bo liao.xD
si min and si jia. they cut short their hair.xD
at vivo toilet.i can see joey's shirt! xD

4th sep was junko's birthdae. harpie birthdae to you again sistar! xD. hmms.. ha humanities and chinese lessons on tuesdae. humanities lesson was fun. mS chan treated us lunch. hello? like the WHOLE CLASS?! pizza though. hahas. frankly, i feel that she's a pretty nice teacher and all. compared to mR wong..its like oh my gosh..heaven and hell. i heard frm the others tt during the parents-meeting session, he tok like most of the time and ms chan kept quiet. like hello? since when was guys first? ladies should awaes b first. and don you noe tt toking too much is not good? bleahs.

went to vivo with joey, ling lin and sam on wednesday. apparrently vivo is quite a ghost town in the morning. anywaes, while waiting for them, i lean on railing and started smsing them. guess wads more? i was watching the employees of forever 21 strip the model. when i told ling lin tt i was bored to the point of watching a guy striping a model guess wad she reply? she asked me if the model was hot. like hello?! fake model much? hahas. ohh yahh, went to the cinema ticket booth. guess wad? i saw this guy at the counter. did i stare or look? but i noe i was in quite in a daze though. i even forgot to see the timings on the screen when he signaled me to his counter. i told him "3 tickets for hairspray at 1.05pm" (hoping tt i didnt remember it wrongly about the timing when i was reading it to joey the dae before while looking at the timing.) i told him i wanted the center and best at the back and stuff.one thing is tt he kept speaking so softly. bleahs. but of all the guys i have seen, he's the closest to my ideal boyfriend and stuff. (jus the looks cos not sure about character.) when ling lin saw she agreed tt he was cute. xD. he had this boy-next-door look while having this part-time pai kia look. in any way. he looks cute.but for those who is reading this post, don tink me wrong. i didnt get his num. hahas. i jus said he was nice to look at. doesnt mean tt i had to get his num. hahas.

hmms..ohh yah.todae had math class at 8.30 then woke up at onii 8.15. hehes. actually didnt wanna go derhh. then in the end still go. reach sch at about 8.45. saw kia gek. we kinda waited for pamala and isabel. we had cheesecake while waiting for isabel.( the one pamala brought) . went up at about 9+ cant remember. but at least b4 9.30 xP. hmms.. the math class also like do nth. then after class me, poornima and pamala go clementi central eat.xD . pamala say she not hungry then poornima say she verii hungry. but ended up pamala ate more than poornima.xD. oh gosh. i gtg. update another day.xD

good nites, candy gummy dreams.xD

- i miss you strawberry choco! xD

2007-09-02T21:18:00.000+08:00

isnt this view nice?

hmms.. not much fotos i guess. wednesdae going vivo wib joey they all.hahas.probably waiting for joey outside her sch gate again. jus tt this time its 9plus in the morning. hahas. ohh yahh, this morning was dumb. i wore the orange event shirt along wib long loose black pants with hair let down. i look..look.. omg! the attire was so..so..yuck! sumthing i will never wear out if i had a choice.

ohh yahh. when i was on the way to tuition, i saw one bunch of guys playing at the playground near the bus-stop. i tot they were a bunch of small kidos. but guess who i saw? i saw fabian there narhh. then i shout fabian's name then dunno sae wad. forgot lerhh. but i noe its sumthing related to his game. apparrantly they were playing blind-mice.zZzzZzz.. he msged me lata on anywaes.bleahs.

tuition started off pretty well till i started sms-ing. hehes. cant stop laughin. i'm in love with the strawberry choco i ate todae at tuition. yumms! it has been a long time i tasted tt.xD

sebas jus hang up the fone. he say will call back in another 30mins. he settle his mum's nagging first xD.

yawnns.i'm like super bored. like nth much lerhh. hmms..mus remind me to save money okayy? xD

gud nites. strawberry-coated choco dreams.xD

-i tink i love you, strawberry choco.xD

2007-08-31T22:37:00.000+08:00

sebas.xD
sebas drinkin.lols. i super bo liao.xD

i was at moii grandma's place.xD
tts ben. and i ahve no idea wads he's doing.
ransacking the place.xD
this was the banner opp nhps. lols. told you i was bored.

me and junko.

jian cao and me. though i look ugly in this. but its a long long one time thing.
jian cao.
devin.xD
yi yan and charlene.xD
me and junko.xD

boon hwee and ben.xD
koon huat and boon hwee.xD
devin and charles.

yi yan.xD

boon hwee and jian cao
boon hwee and ben.xD
okayy. this is lame.
those who came todae.xD

ben and jian cao.xD

joey. i coop frm her fone.xD
orhh horr!! smoke!! lols.
in the old 6B'04 classrm. xD
junko and me.
me ans junko.xD

todae iish teacher's dae. yupps. kinda boring dae other than the fact tt we got dismissed early. hahas. stayed in sch awhile after we were dismissed. saw sebas they all. xD. anywaes, went home, change then go nhps. saw lotsa ppl. hahas. chong hua changed alot narhh!heres' one of the conversation.

charlene they all: li lin! come come.

me: [ walks over]

[ we chatted.]

me: wait. ehh..[looks to him]

me: who's tt?

charlene: euu dont noe who's tt? euu look carefully.

me: [looks at him again]

me: dont noe.

wei feng: hmms.. bathewithme @hotmail .com?

me: chong hua? [ shock look]

me: [drags junko in]

me: euu noe who's this?

junko: no.

me: look carefully.

junko: [looks carefully]

junko: dont noe lehh.

me: comfirm euu noe derhh.

[ apparently we kept giving clues]

at last...

chong hua: i sit bside you during pri three.

junko: sit bside me?

me: i give up. he's chong hua.

junko: [same exact shock look]

hahas.xD

after tt went to meet des and willy. quite boring i guess. ended up chatting wib sebas on the fone. anywaes, when i got back home,i was in the lift when i heard this.its about one mum and her kid.

little boii: mummiie, will i b a bride when i grow up?

mum: no, euu will be the groom.onii ladies can b the bride.

[me smiling at the mum]

little boii: then i'm the groom and meii meii iish the bride.

mum: no, euu cant marry meii meii.

[ at the background smiling again]

little boii: y? then who can i marry?

mum: when you grow up you will marry another lady who iish not urr meii meii.

little boii: then who iish tt?

mum: don noe.

little boii: let me tink..

mum: okayy..euu got lotsa time to tink.

[ smiles and walks out lift]

i dont tink i said it tt nice but if you were there you will find it damn cute. cos it shows the innocence of the small boii and the way he tokk iish sho cute!! hahas.

i tink i'm about done ferr todae. i shall end here i guess. hahas. gud nites. mocha dreams.xD

- i do wadd i wann. xP

2007-08-30T22:48:00.000+08:00

wahhs chio. todae not like got meet-the-parents-session. not like fuk up. cher, euu tink i miracle kid arhh? cann 180 degrees turn moii results arhh. siao!

went to meet joey todae to pass her the form. not like in the bus sit for one hour plus. then wait outside her sch. yawnns. sam brought gu xin along. zZZzzzZzz.. i wonder how long they can last. hahas.went back wib joey on the same bus then reach home at 8plus. wow! not like late! hahas. joey and i intend to buy the same bag. and we said to buy normal bagpacks.hahas. but nida slowly find ferr nice one.xD

tmr going back nhps. donno wanna go out wib paul they all or wib des they all.zZzzZzz.. tmr still nida wait ferr aloy to finish sch. paul ponning sch. dumb ass. awaes ponn sch.

tts all ferr todae i guess.gud nites candy floss dreams.xD

-shudda' hell up.

2007-08-29T22:12:00.000+08:00

wadds in the sky?

nice? xD

lets share a bathtub.xD
hmms.. doesnt this pic looks like a mv? frm moii point of view i tink it does.=)

orhh horr!! who litter?!
hmms..don euu find the colours similar?
yupps. i was there. lols. xD

isnt this nice? =)

peggy counting the waves.xD

lynette and me in the washrm wib mS chan's umbrella lynette and me.=)

wei en emo-ing?

WAHA!! todae iish JOEY"S BIRTHDAE!! HARPIIE BIRTHDAE JOEY!!( MOII TWINN)

hmms.. had foto taking todae. i tink i look stupid. how how? lols. went to east coast for field trip. so furniie. hahas. saw a guy wearing G-string sun tanning. hahas. then lynette left mS chan's umbrella in the other bus. hahas.hmms.. went back to sch then played soccer i guess.(i gotta admit, i not gud at it. can we play handball instead? lols.) but i play awhile then didnt play lerhh cos sum accidents kinda happen. hahas. yupps. walk home cos tokk wib bettina about camp stuff. hahas. TMR GORT CHINESE TEST!! AHH!!~ COMFIRM DIE. tmr also meet the parents session. sianns. probably meeting joey tmr. nida pass her stuff. see her tmr then see her on sundae again. wee!!~ lols. one month didnt see her lerhh. miss her like siao. lols.

i gtg. gud nites peeps. choco-coated dreams.xD

-miss me for all i care.

2007-08-26T20:22:00.000+08:00

zZzZzz..okayy i'm bored. bryan(tan) said he would write a song for me! lols. i saw hafizah todae! lols. no link at all.hahas.xD

not like sumone attitude me todae. tokk nicely then snap rite back at me. wadds his problem. ohhs yahh. btw, i sat at one position todae forr about 2hours plus trying to entangle a string. yawnns. had to cut it in the end. STUPID DEAD KNOT!

btw, those foto's r yesterdae's i was freaking bored.

bettina's freakin me out! she's hugging her wooden model! noOoOOoo!!~ somebody call the IMH!!

yawnns. terRence.stop asking to update narhhs. update urrself. post sum pics.

nu er.. no daddy okayy? mummiie wanna stay single awhile longer.. or mayb longer longer..lols.

i tink i should end now. like nth much to write nehhs. hahas.

- jus follow the river flow..

2007-08-23T22:34:00.000+08:00

bettina and si'min.xD

bettina(top) me(middle) syah( bottom)
see da camaras allo poping out? lols.(from top.)bettina, me, cheryl and syah.xD
bo liao.xD

si'jia .xD
mR goth singer.xD
twinns! xD
random .

bass strings.xD

random.but nice?
si'jia playing drums.xD
nice? lols.
guess who's tiish. lols.
si jia playing drums.xD

yawnns.. nth much to write todae i guess. hahas. all i can sae is tt its the water baby craze now! hahas. btw, terRence. sorriie about it..didnt noe euu had double 'R' in urr name. i gort time then change okayy? hahas. hope euu dunch mind.xD.

i gtg. ehh.. i would try to blog tmr. xD. gud nites peeps. sugar dreams.xD

- its moii. dont even tink of taking it awae.

2007-08-19T22:22:00.000+08:00

small imaginary pole.
huge imaginary pole
180807.at sakae sushi.x)
da fotos r on 180807 derhhs.hahas.norts much to sae todae actually. saw jesmond while on da wae to tuition. i was on da fone wib him jus now.kinda jus hung up. he ask me call.zZZzzZzz.. his fwenns kinda spoiled moii mood. damn sianns.moii nu er ask me find one daddy ferr her.zZzZzz.. then sae mus find one tt treat me gud and her gud also.hehes. mummiie will slowly find okayy? hahas.xD. i gtg lerhh. blog again next time.x)
-mummiie loves nu er.xD

2007-08-18T21:14:00.000+08:00

yawnns.sho tired. jus came back frm flag dae.hahas.i woke up at 8 todae. then lynette suddenly msg me sae meet her at da market there da bus-stop at 0830. then another msg cum in sae meet at 0840. then i about 0835 reach da bus-stop. hahas. lynette habben come.sho i tot iish 0840. msg her, no reply. then call her alot of times then she ans(while walking towards her grandma house there). ask her where iish she, she sae " i jus at da lift there" then i look here look there dunch habe. then i walk back to da bus-stop hoping she was there. but she wasnt! but i saw shawn instead. lols. hmms..wait till 0850 then she cum.wahhs. like early lehhs. in da end iish cos her handfone da time diff frm moii 10mins diff i tink.hahas.

soon after, da bus came. i tot we late lerhh.lynette call wei en ask where iish she.then she sae she on da wae onii.hahas.xD. we reach before wei en reach.hahas.we eat lerhh anyhow take foto.hahas.after breakfast we took da mrt go sommerset. we anyhow switch earpiece.hahas.then listen to each other's song. lynette listen to hers and moii, wei en listened to hers and lynette's. i listened to moii and wei en's. hahas. we anyhow take foto. abit high. hahas. eat too much choco mint.lols.

we saw jolene and veronica.hahas. followed by bradley and guys. we walk till da reporting place tt time, da guy ask us lata cum back. sae da time habenn reach.zZZZzz..then we anyhow walk till 11.10 like tt. hahas. norts like suppose to report at 10.45.hahas. after tt we pei bryan go eat. then we go ck tangs da snack corner buy food eat again. tts like about 1plus lerhhs i tink.hahas.after tt we did da flag thing ferr about 1 hour. each finish one whole piece of da sticker sheet then we stop lerhh. cos close to 2.30pm. then we faster rush to lido buy tickets ferr da 2.30pm show ferr 881.hahas. after tt we rush back to cuppage plaza return da collection cans. then walk back to heeren take neoprint. hong kai take neoprint sho cute.>.<. lols. hmms..then eat dinner wib desmond they all.hahas. then da sakae sushi da person verii furniie. hahas.i take taxi home! ahh! lols. i waste alot of money nehhs. mus remind me to save! lols. hmms.. i gtg. see'ya peeps! xD. strawberry dreams.xD

-flag dae sho fun.xD

2007-08-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

during sports carnival.xD. norts i edit derhh.(left to right) wei yun, unice,me, annabel and gabbie!.xD

heyy. suddenly feel like blogging todae. i wanna change moii blogskin! no time da change. sobbs.hmms.. chem was first two periods todae. we did some experiment then da fitrate was blue. it kinda reminded me of joey. cos in her blog gort tiish pic tt features her having a thumbs up ferr a blue fitrate or at least i noe its a blue solution. after chem was math. mRs Lily Ng sat beside nich todae.( fyi, nich iish moii seatmate)yupps. then she kinda left. i'm norts quite sure if its rischa or sumone else who asked tiish question but it kinda went something like tiish.

person: where did "she" go?
nich: ehh.. don't know.
nich: ohh, i noe. she went to the pond..[long pause]
person: [blurr face] y?
nich: to do gardening. garden her water lilys
those who listened: [ wth look]

quite dumb but yupps. after tt was recess. rather boring.

ohhs yahh! after recess was english. then we had tiish english compo test. one was argumatitive compo and another was for euu to write about urr most memorable incident or sumthing like tt. i wrote the first one which was argumatitive compo. i kinda wrote it like answering an lit question. yupps. i wrote close to one and a half page. i wonder how many words are there in tt compo or perhaps"answer". lols. had geog test right after. didnt study! those tt i did last min also all ferrgort. then anyhow use common sense write.hope i pass.=)
had atp..continued wib trainin after tt..i ran extra 2 rounds around da field cos i was late. i had class! sobbs. but bo bian still mus run. cannort argue wib coach. and its good for stamina too. sho jus run da 10 rounds as instructed. then they jus came back frm break then ask me which round m i on then i said going 8th.then sae i run sho fast.hahas. don't know why 10 rounds very fast finish lerhh.probably cos of da stuff i was tinkin during da run. after i was done wib it also nort tt tired. isit cos i lazy chiong or i slowly jog or jus cos stamina bcum betta lerhh? it doesnt matter anywaes. unice bought me da comb i wanted! wee!!~ xD. lols. went home after training. yupps. while i was waiting for da bus then i was playin da tennis game on moii hp. apparently i was winning. then i press da buttons and look if da bus cum alrdy norts then accidently exit! ahh! then after tt dunch feel like playin lerhh.then at there till da bus came.
when i gort down da bus i tot i saw nigel kong. cos he stay moii area. then walk closer tt time see again.. a!! wrong person.! lucky didnt do anything. hehes. hmms.. gtg. gud nites ice-cream dreams.xD

-i still do dunch ii?

everything, something and nothing.

2007-08-14T21:59:00.000+08:00

yawnns.dunch noe y since yesterdae night gort a sense of rejection. emotions abit upside down.lols. i made like da same "speech" two daes in a row.zzZzz..nich didnt attend classes todae cos of his ncc camp.classes were super boring cos da sit beside me was kinda empty. i wonder WHO went ferr NCC camp and left me ALONE.xP.especially during math.zzZZzz..anywaes, i missed training todae cos of literature. da saying of everything, something and nothing.hahas.listen until blurr.hahas.then tmr gort training also.xD. hmms..i miss joey! lols.i miss da warmth of da little baby. i miss da warmth of da bed. i miss the scent of..zZzzZzz..okayy..i'm officially tokkin crap. ohhs yahh. we were debating about " whats the difference between like and admire?" here's moii piece. (clears throat) admire is a feeling which occurs when euu like wad tt person iish doing and thus euu admire him or her ferr wad he or she can do.but tiish does not mean tt euu mus like him or her. like iish a feeling by which iish a special attraction between two or more people(or thing). yupps. i'm done. lols. aww.. i miss moii cute little mug! lols.random stuff. tts all i guess.gud nites. choco chips dreams.xD

-sense of rejection? why?

2007-08-12T22:07:00.000+08:00

tokk to da hand.xP

softball is <33

long time didnt post lerhh.hahas.anyhow put it fotos then i tink click too fast then click twice.i miss joey! didnt see her ferr like 3-4 weeks lerhh! ahh! zZzZzzz..sam's birthdae party was quite okayy other than da cake smashin part! waha! lets smash cake on sam's face again.xD. ferr sum reason..i cant load video frm moii fone to da com.hahas. hmms..i watched secret last mondae. da last part of da movie was kinda complicated actually.hahas.i tot tt da part tt he played da piano wib one hand and sae da other to hold her hand was sho sweet.xD. i'm chattin on da fone wib jun wei now. hahas.zZzZzz..ohh wow. he jus back online.lols.ehh..i gtg do other stuff lerhh.and bryan(tan) if euu r ever readin tiish post, pls stop wib da cheeseburgers!

-i dunch like cheeseburgers! xP

2007-07-25T22:34:00.000+08:00

unice and me.xD

jia hui di di.xD

unice and me.xD

jolene's hair.xD

stage make up.xD

aww.. dunch they look like best fwenns? lols.( dunch tell sam i put tiish up.) xD

heyy! sho long didnt blog lerhhs.xD. hmms..lotsa stuff happen.too many to name.xD. but mainly iish meetings, trainings, trouble and rehearsals. the play was quite okayy i guess.hahas.xD.. joey going korea ferr one week! ahh! then last sundae joey gort bruised eye ferr no reason.( mus b punch herself in her slp) xD. hmms.. sam ask if wanna watch moviie tiish fridae.. but joey nida pack stuff then cannort cum.=( . but ling lin going nehhs. dunch noe should go anorts nehhs. and he ask ferr patch.ZzZzZzz.. should i patch? pls vote. lols.

-should ii?

2007-07-07T20:42:00.000+08:00

i dunch freaking care which colour but i noe its ugly. bleahs. i'm like freaking pissed off now. i dunch noe y. i dunch get everything he saes..neither do i get wad i'm doing to moiiself.y m i sho bothered by him? by his words? by everything he does?i onii noe tt wadeva he saes hurts. i jus wann all these hurtful stuff to go awae..

[LONG PAUSE]

unice call me.zzZZZzz..justin trying to prank me.then unice break out laughing.waha! zZZzz..,moii face still feels hot though.dunch noe y..i wann cookie!! lols.i'm sho random.

-find moii switch and turn me off..

lies.

2007-07-03T20:16:00.000+08:00

i wonder how much more i can take b4 i go super emo-ish again. i noe. EMO PPL ARE SCARY.i noe i noe. apparently i'm one of those tt repeats tt.zZzZzz.. didnt blog ferr like wad? 2-3 daes? was busy. lotsa things happened within these short daes.. sum things said out. and sum things are jus meant to b a secret.all i noe iish i'm norts gonna write about complicated stuff here.mostly tt happen iish mostly quarrels.quarrels wib teachers,quarrels wib fwenns.those worthless tears i shed.it doesnt matter anymore.euu gort wad euu wanted..

-tts no point in me doin anything

did i do a wrong turn?

2007-06-30T22:47:00.000+08:00

i'm norts quite sure if it will work out..its like we onii noe each other ferr one month..zZZzzZZZzz.. y m i getting a feelin tt i'm gonna regret it? bleahs. dunch noe y now like no mood.bleahhs. i tink jus end here bahhs. no mood blog also..

water warr!!

2007-06-29T22:13:00.000+08:00

todae trainin iish like quite retarted larhhs.2 like tt start. then sho little ppl.hmms.. then did abit of pitching and machine batting then went to da diamond there practice game plae. zZzZZzz.. coach ask me stand outfield teach them where to stand.ZzzZZzz.. then me and si jia stand at right field zuo bo. me and si jia are like da onii tw0 seniors tt came ferr training narhhs. other than nicole cumming in da middle then leave. hmms.. i m0re or less bcame a guinea pig or sumthing being da runner on 2nd base.zZzzZzz.. then after training gort water warr! wow! lols. sho fun narhhs. but superr wet. dunch noe who start first.then those tt kanna by me, sum whole body wet, sum half half.x). then me and unice took out shirt and squeeze after da warr has ended at da softball hole.euu can hear da water frm moii shirt hit da floor wib a loud "splash!" sound larhhs.unice has great figure! lols. i'm like randomness.
gud nites. lollipop dreams.xD

-decisions? hate it!

BLOOD much?!!

2007-06-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

si ying pitching.xD
mr wong.x).lols.

its quite filled wib BLOOD todae. sho i'm blogging wib bloody colours.x).hmms..todae gort da band thingy then me and bettina ferrgort our paper thingy ferr da band thing. sho we went back to take. we decided to go to her house first.. when we walk pass da corridors of da blocks, we saw guru. ferr a moment i tot gort fight going on.. then after tt saw one old lady sitting there.. da top covered in blood!! wth! her head was bleeding! then we went over.. yupps. then they sae she slipped and fall on da wet corridor. then i was like. i tink faster call 995. then they were tokking dunch noe wad.. then i sae sho iish call or dunch call.. then lagg abit then in da end call.wow! i first time call 995!! lols. then da old lady bleed sho much narhhs! da last i saw tt much blood was like moii own blood on da floor. i gort a stitch ferr tt and its still there!zZzZzzz..band wasnt much..jus tt there was tiish guy shaun. he play da drums till sho gud narhhs.xD. hahas. then da juniors match..THEY WON!! 19-24!! waha! lols. then now gort one unknown person msgin me! bleahs.hmms.. i tink norts much lerhhs bahhs.hahas.gud nites.sweet dreams.x)

-dunch pollute moii mind narhhs!

*ucked up nite much?

2007-06-27T22:05:00.000+08:00

gilbert. tiish was taken on da dae before yesterdae by nich.x)
me. yesterdae. nich took tiish pic. apparently i tot i couldnt b taken.
ms HUANG yesterdae.x)
moii fries. after todae's training.xD

omg! i jus hate tonight.its like freakin *ucked up. i see da dog habing a sprained ankle, i hear moii fwenns complains, i hear others being negative. wad more? i'm freaking tired of all these stuff. da wonder i'm attached last time.. to get out of all these dumb stuff. all these freaking matters.i reali feel like blasting vugarities. bleahs. but i promised tt i wont.. okayy. enuff of moii complains.. lets tokk about da last few daes tt i didnt blog..x)

actually it wasnt much..hahas. mondae we could do wadeva we wann during training..todae was about da same actually.zZzZzz..then yesterdae do da coursework ferr f&n.. then i gort da same recipe as guru! hahas. i nid to take da analayze of da recipe frm him and i'm done! waha! lols. hmms..i was tinking of trying it out first at home. i wonder how it would taste.x3.

btw, moii cousin msg me todae.hahas. i tot who msg me.xD.tmr g0rt da band thing. wonder how isit gonna b like. hmms.. TO ALL JUNIORS, TMR MATCH MUS JIA YOU OKAYY? xD

gud nites ppl.jelly beans dreams.xD

-stop da childish acts.

2007-06-24T20:44:00.000+08:00

bryan trying to siam again.>.<
da bbq fire.x)
clarence's hand.i wrote tt! mR tadpole.xD
yes i noe. cant help it. i was BORED.
me.todae.i was super bored on da bus.

bryan siam da cam.>.<
wei en eating otah!xD
wei en and me.x)
wei en and me during da bbq.x)
wei en.xD

ZzZzZzz..yesterdae went to da bbq. hahas.but norts tt fun as expected narhhs.hahas. then todae went to pks. i reach ther like 8+..super early..then in da end late cos wait ferr joey. i told sam will tio gan by jian hong then go back klass reali tio gan norhhs.>.<.. hmms..then after tt go home change then go library..meet clarence there.x). i'm sho guaii! i went to da library! omg!wahaha!xD lols. hmms..then after tt go tuition.then half-wae super hungry. then i told ling er i hungry then gang hao mR koh was asking ferr ans then i sae i verii hungry then both of them look at me..clarence said da whole klass was lookin at me..lols.didnt noe.hahas.xD. hmms.. went to eat after tt.yupps.then came home.now on da fone wib clarence.hahas.he and his harmonica.lols.bleahs. i wanna do other stuff lerhhs. nites ppl.x). lollipop dreams.xD

-euu dunch understand me, do euu?

2007-06-23T15:59:00.000+08:00

i found da pic!! lols.jus happened i ferrgort to add in.x). tiish iish ferr euu, bettina.x). grab grab! lols.

3e4's first bbq party!

2007-06-23T14:17:00.000+08:00

todae iish 3e4's first bbq party!xD. i'm bloggin wae earlier cos i'm guessin i wont habe time to blog lata after da party.hmms..i wonder how many ppl r gonna turn up.hahas. if onii about 10 ppl turn up, i tink i will laugh narhhs.hahas. anywaes i hate lamb. and guess wad? mR wong's house speciality- LAMB CHOP. wad da hell.i'm definately norts eating it. norts tt i'm being rude or anything.i'm like awaes norts eatin tt.da other time i tried one, it had a odour tt i couldnt stand.(mayb i should sit down. lols.)

hmms..i'm norts sure if he's da one anorts.he's like awaes emoing and stuff.i rather turn back time when we were jus plain god-sliblings feelings. at least b4 he confessed. nth seems to b rite after tt..turn back time ferr me wont euu? to da innocent harpiie times?

zZzZzz..i'm bored.shek came back frm his policeman thingy.hahas. and he's sayin about wad they do at" botakk land"(moii version).xD.lols.i tink i gort betta stuff to do lerhhs.muhahahaha.lols.buaiis buaiis.x)

-should ii give up?

emo much?

2007-06-22T20:41:00.000+08:00

messy hair..one side of da fringe went da other wae..then sho thick!>.<
syah taking water.xD
da "look far" effect.x)
clara playin 2nd,annabel playin 1st and unice(i tink) playin right field.x)
syah playin catcher.xD

they played against STC todae.fwennly match.=). they were leading at first..then dunch noe wad happened in da end..then lose..14-18..wth! juniors pls do norts follow da seniors wae.=). hmms..and i tink syah iish gonna kill me if she saw those pics..xD

da wanton tt didnt look like wantons at all.x)
dunch worry.its eatable.we put fish paste inside them.=)
blurr pic.poornima was mixing da thingy.=)
hmms..still mixing i see.=)

tt was how much oil we had at first.=)

we went to guoyi's house ferr da racial harmony cooking thingy. then we do da wanton abit salty.hehes. hmms..we finished all da wantons. we had nuggets too.hehes.i was eating and drinking non-stop eva since i stepped in da house.first da chips then wanton next was da nuggets followed by more wantons and nuggets.x)

i'm like kinda sad..emotions r actually cumming back..like n0w..i nebarr wanted to feel any more emotions..it kinda hurts to tink of da past..alcohol+guy+stuff toy+tears+fone..i guess onii sum would noe wad i'm tokking about..i'm feelin tt same thing again..i gort triggered to remember tiish past.i'm norts in da mood to do much..i called sebas..but he's at his fwenn's place..sho we r jus kinda jus msgin while his fwenns r drinking ALCOHOL.wadeva. called paul too.he's outside.he will b calling back lata though.=). i habe a feeling tt he's gonna interrogate me again..shouldnt habe called him.bleahs.all's done, done.hmms..and wads wib da rite timing thingy? tts da onii thing everyone seems to ask..can i jus keep those emotions in a small box and throw it in da ocean as far as possible? i dunch mind being all da cold-blooded if i wont get hurt eva again..i habe been keepin moii emotions dead since april..its quite dead till todae..everything starts cumming back..i feel like stabbing it back dead again.should ii? its sho much easier to tink if i jus stab it dead.bleahs.i feelin super emo now..sorriie to let euu guys out there see(read) tiish side of me..i noe its quite a whole different person..dunch b shocked.i didnt wann tiish either.i jus wanna thankks those ppl who r actually there ferr me especially paul k0rr..who has been awaes there since primary or staring of sec sch..thankks.=)

-jus stab me in da heart and let me go..

2007-06-21T22:13:00.000+08:00

boring dae much.. okayy.i noe.tiish colour iish ugly. bleahs. its another random colour.wadeva. hmms..hardly did anything todae.on com, watch tv, chat on fone and plae maple! lols. suddenly plae maple again.hahas. start new character.xD.okayy..tmr nida go sch.gonna slp soon. gud nites peeps! xD. i blogg faster than euu! lols.xD

-dunch emo okayy?

bored much?

2007-06-20T22:41:00.000+08:00

another random colour.xD
i saw urr blog! lols.okayy tts a RETARTED remark.xD.next time i will blog faster than euu.>.<.hUmph! lols. (small kid much?)

i'm like freakin bored todae.dunch noe y.i woke up at 12plus todae.hehes.on moii fone then da first msg was frm moii di di.xD. hmms..btw, joey took one whole dae to reply one msg. i'm quite serious. i reply her yesterdae then she reply me todae.hahas.hmms..iish clarance starting to emo now? lols.i'm like chatting to me now on msn. hahas.

tiish colour sucks doesnt it? i agree too.x).

dawtss.he's officially tinkin too much! lols.
btw, koon huat msg me todae. like how long i didnt see him.then da other dae ching boon their tt call.anywaes after awhile i didnt reply cos apparently i tot of moii fone bill which was quite over alrdy..

bleahs.i'm off now.buais buais.xD.lollipop dreams.xD

-does it matter?

i learned guitar! lols

2007-06-19T22:13:00.000+08:00

mS enthu.lols.cant help it.i was bored.
another bored pic.

one more here.
more random pics.
yes yes..i noe..
i was bored!

cant help it.>.<

aint euu bored looking at bored pitures? lols.

ohhs wow. tts norts moii bored signboard.tts me!xD lols.

hmms.. tts bored signboard 2!

me..bleahs.

reflection of me. at bettina's rm mirror.
tiish iish prove of how high da mirror was compared to moii height. tts like da average height of all da mirrors there.>.<

tiish was me on saturdae. i ferrgort i had tiish pic. lols.

once again..its another random colour.hmms.. went to sch tiish morning. bettina was teaching me guitar. wee!!~ i learn da G,A,E, E mirror, B and D. yay!lols. then went macs after tt. went to bettina's to chill. bleahs. then went home tokk on da fone. hmms.. cant go ferr moii twinn's sis birthdae bbq!! mum dunch allow.>.<.jus now tokk to moii darling.xD. lols. she's a girl. but i'm straight okayy? lols. okayy. now tokkin on da fone wib clarEnce.lols. hmms..blog till here.xD.gud nites. jelly bean dreams.xD

i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored.i'm bored. i'm bored.i'm bored.i'm bored.

- its a nebarr ending path wib euu.

lazing around..

2007-06-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

hmms..i didnt noe wad colour i should choose to blog wib, sho i kinda close moii eyes and anyhow press one.then ended up tiish colour.xD. anywaes, i kinda woke up at like 12+ todae.super tired.didnt msg him todae. hmms.. was watching tv till 4+ then went online. online till now..i tink moii hands also quite stiff frm all da typing.lols. hmms..had a conference chat wib joey(twinn),sam and clarance. apparrently sam went abit crazy..then he left.wonder wad i'm gonna do to him..anywaes, back to da conference chat.i went to habe dinner.. then i came back noticing tt joey and clarance were tokking about da diff person.lols. damn furniie. then norts to create any misunderstanding, i announced moiiself in and told them. its quite furnie actually. then i went out to da kitchen to get ice-cream. then when i came back, i decide to remain silent and jus watch da screen.aparrently i wasn't believing wad i was seeing.yupps. anywaes, i gort 50 bucks frm moii grandma todae.wee!!~..hmms.. ferr a moment jus now i actually felt kinda empty. but i'm quite alrite now.xD. hmms..no pic todae..no nth i guess.other than jian hong readin sumthing to add into klass! okayy. i gtg.. changing com.xD.buais buais.
gud nites peeps.jelly bean dreams.xD

-half empty or half full?

pks carnival!

2007-06-17T21:47:00.000+08:00

lalala!!~ todae was pks carnival. joey didnt go cos of her camp. hmms..they made us wear orange shirts!! i took one super big shirt which was super obvious tt it was too big.xD. ate sushi and satay.xD sho nice! didnt use da game coupon they gib at all.hehes. hmms..yan ming came down todae. hahas.lols. hmms..now chatting on da fone wib clarance.xD. tokkin about HIM. lols.hmms..i tink i stop here ferr todae bahhs.blog tmr.. damn confuse now..>.<

-jus leave me alone!

confrontation much?

2007-06-16T22:54:00.000+08:00

zZzzzZzz..watched shrek 3 todae.norts tt nice. hmms.. i'm like in a confrontation wib him now. apparently i was wrong. mayb it was barely jus tt. i guess i was tinkin too much.hmms..face damn hot now..tink i'm gonna fall sick soon.zZzzZzz..

LONG PAUSE..

hmms..chatting wib jia hui.. didnt tokk wib him quite long lerhhs.hahas..

lets see..keng boon. i jus wanna sae s0rriie ferr norts trusting euu and all. i'm s0rriie.reali s0rriie.fergive me alrite? x)

-iish tiish gonna bring us closer or further apart?

rotting at home.

2007-06-15T22:16:00.000+08:00

they sae todae will cut da power supply frm 2.30pm-4.30 cos they doing wad thing to da dunch noe wad stuff.but in da end didnt cut. hahas.hmms.. left da fone in da rm charging when i was in da living rm watching tv. then i went back to da fone gort lotsa msgs.oops! xP.hmms.. jus put down da fone wib yan ming they all. didnt wanna waste moii fone bill. neither could i stand her attitude.calling joey now.xD. buais peeps.xD
lollipop dreams.xD

-it goes in one big round before it hits euu on da head.

siianess.

2007-06-14T22:01:00.000+08:00

okayy..todae iish like super boring dae.zZzzz.. cannort gort da chalet.xP. ehh.. jus realise joey didnt stay overnight.>.<. hmms.. like nth da sae. hahas. now on da fone wib yan ming and shaun. iish siians derhhs lorhhs.>.<. i tink i stop here bahhs. lata callin joey. xD.
gud nites ppl.xD

- should i go one step closer or further?

ps2 addict.xD

2007-06-13T22:02:00.000+08:00

omg!! i'm like playin da ps2 da whole dae. hahas. like addicted.xD. softballers gort ice-skating thingy todae at jurong east at 12. i wonder if they had fun.lols.

joey jus gort a fone installed in her rm todae. lols. todae like nth blog lehhs. "we" hardly msg todae anywaes.>.<

okayy.. tt guy iish freaking me out..first he calls me dear dear, then call me lao po. then he call me sweet hart. i told him to stop it.. hmms.. iish he offline now? wow. he iish. lols.
gtg lerhhs.gud nites peeps.xD

leave me alone!

twinn shoppin.xD

2007-06-12T21:57:00.000+08:00

heyy peeps!! no fotos todae.xD
i was out wib moii twinn.xD. sam tagg alone too! wee!!~ he's still all about vivien.bleahhs.
hmms.. went to ps then had mos burger. me and joey were abit crazy there. then we went to vivo next. joey said she wanted to watch moviie. sho we kinda rush to da cinema tt side. we decided on POC. it was da 3rd time sam was watching it.xD. anywaes, saw devin at da ticket booth tt side. then msg him to comfirm ( tt was like after he left). lols. guess wad? he was watching da same show. like in da same theater. wadeva. anywaes, he was trying to find me. he's quite dumb. keep looking in one direction. especially in da OPPOSITE direction. waha.okayy. enuff of him. bought like 3 shirts todae. me and joey bought two same shirts as each other. one purple, one green.xD. i bought one more black.xD
we bought hot dogs frm super dog at da basement. da hotdogs were pretty gud.xD. wee!!~
spend sho much todae. gotta save up. n0rts gonna go ferr tmr's softballers' ice-skating thingy. i noe i will spend there. i shall stay indoors.lols.xD

joey's like taking golf.hahas.hope euu dunch sprain urr back.>.<

another update. its his birthdae todae and i dunch wanna make him sad on his birthdae. s0bbs. dunch n0e if i should an0rts. ahh!

i'm n0rts sure if i should.

tann realisation!

2007-06-11T22:22:00.000+08:00

omg! i g0rt super off tann line and stuff especially bra tann line. then moii neck there g0rt one v- shape tann cos of da design of da jersey.like omg kinda thing. moii whole body g0rt different colour larhhs!

hmms.. todae iish like a guys kinda dae. like guys guys and more guys. its like out of no where kinda thing. i dunch gib a damn anywaes. bleahhs.

going out wib joey tmr!! moii twinn!! wee!!~~.. going vivo.hehes. shopping..lalala!!~

ohhs yahh.. jun yue took a foto like in da washrm in his army uni, apparrently he was carrying a gun. then his captions was protecting da toiliet kinda thing. lols. and his msn replies are like super long. like types alot at one go. like 11lines or sumthing.btw, he has da same birthdae as jian hong.lols. sho qiao. hahas.

ohhs wow. guess wad? ben jus me out. lols.

anywaes.gtg.nites peeps.xD

r euu da one?

i pronounce todae as random dae.xD

2007-06-10T22:43:00.000+08:00

didnt blog yesterdae cos was freakin tired after 3daes 2nites camp then 2 games ferr fridae, 2games ferr saturdae and 1 more match todae. kinda dying.yupps. slept ferr 12hours yesterdae. but it didnt feel like it was enuff.hehes. anywaes we onii beat nan yang in SRC.s0bbs. but though we lost, we learn alot of things frm it.x). like wad mS tan saes, when euu win it makes euu a gud player, but when euu lose, it makes euu a betta player.

btw, joey msg me and said she missed me cos i didnt go ferr pks todae sho did sam.xD. s0bbs. poor joey..i miss moii twinn too! btw, met kent at padang yesterdae. he was like " who r euu?" wth!!! euu hang out wib us and euu dunch noe who m i? wth! lols. okayy. most probably cos i awaes let down moii hair and apparently yesterdae, moii hair was tied up.

hmms..went to tuition after watching matches. btw, did i mention tt todae was total randomness? we were like iish tt da cloud or da sky? or wow a stick jus fell on da tree. lols. its like total no link kinda thing. and in anywae, we were sittin next to monfort when we were watch da match between mgs and rgs. they were apparently screaming like girls.xD. and ohh yahh. shareena.. URR HARPIIE ENDING.xD.

hmms.. anywaes, jus found out tt clarance went overseas. wth. didnt tell jies jies. s0bbs. hahas. hmms.. btw, an update, its norts gud now.. its like i dunch wanna rush into things but he wanna rush stuff.i dunch noe wad he reali wanns frm me after i told him i nidded time. wadeva. i nida go now anywaes. lollipop dreams ppl.xD

i jus nid time.

junior camp!

2007-06-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

when we were homeless.>.<

samuel. its a snap shot.xD

ehh.. yupps. they ARE in da middle of road.

jia yi and ivan.

hair super ugly!

me wib sum teddy bearr thingy( tts wad joey named it.)

heyy!! back frm camp.xD. yawnns. damn tired norhhs. especially when euu gort tw0 games on da same dae of last dae of camp. had to leave moii group cos gort src competition. they did a cheer ferr me. actually iish quite afew. hehes. summore sae mus win also. i sho gan dong.>.<. go sariputra! xD. lols. mus do da cheer i teach urr w0rr.xD.

hmms..about src we won nan yang but lost to raffles. its furnie tt we won nan yang but lost to raffles cos usually nan yang iish da stronger team.hahas. i tink i totally screwed up da last part of da raffles game norhhs.zZZzz..

da camp was fun.lets see.. joey's group screwed up during their performance. damn furnie.xD. anywaes. joey and i did lotsa furnie things during tiish camp. lotsa problems occured too.

hmms.. gtg..tmr still gort match against gmss and stc. summore iish in da morning.nida reach sch at 7!! die!

super early.okayy okayy. i end here lerhhs.

gud nites lollipop dreams.xD

dumb, stupid, wad else?

2007-06-04T21:31:00.000+08:00

tiish was taken iin da car on 030607.xD. kinda bored.xD

hmms.. didnt blog yesterdae cos kinda busy and moii bro was using da com ferr like SUPER LONG. okayy. went to aljunied ferr meeting. me, joey and ivan meet at dhoby ghaut before we go.we were suppose to meet at 12.30pm. then me and joey were late by 30mins.xD. we reached dhoby ghaut about da same time sho we met first then find ivan. hehes. hmms.. we ate yoshiyoma b4 going. then ivan did a magic trick wib joey's 50 dollar note at da counter. lols. by da time we finished it was about 1.50 like tt. lols. we totally fergort we actually met up at 1pm. hehes.

anywaes, when we reach there, we do volunteer work narhhs! norts even close to discussion till i said i nided to go. omg. hardly discuss anything larhhs. then i took a taxi to tuition. wth. and mr koh abandon us wib sum unknown cher ferr 3 weeks!! s0bbs.hmms.. lets see.. di di, r euu seriously gonna make a foto album of me? norts like sho many fotos inside urr fone. hmms..went to macs ferr dinner wib moii family. valencia came back jus to chat wib me! ( she kinda left 5mins ago b4 i came.lols) yahh, then we chat about *kekes* and other stuff.

after tt went to imm wib moii family. like anyhow walk kinda thingy. btw, i almost lost moii earring! i was in front of da basin in da washrm. then accidently pull till da earring. then drop on da slide thingy.(basin thingy). lucky g0rt tiish kind soul to get it ferr me. phew.xD.once again, thankks.xD

okayy okayy. enuff of yesterdae. went ferr training todae. dunch feel like going ferr softball narhhs.cos quite tired like tt. todae training was more of pitcher training. btw, close to da end of training tt time, we had to do da running up da stairs thingy. then now iish da modified version. run to da center of da two sides then mus shout urr FULL NAME+ NRIC. da first time we lost. but both habe da do pumping cos coach sae da other group cheat alot. sho also mus drop.then da second time mus shout urr FULL NAME+NRIC+FULL ADDRESS. omg. cant remember whose address super long larhhs.damn furnie. we sounded like a bunch of ppl quarelling wib numbers.hehes.yupps.tt was training.

was suppose to meet kb at clementi. but in da end didnt. yupps. then went home slack, conference and stuff.i called sebas and complain. hahas. he ask me da call him at 9+ again. lazy call. xP. hmms.. conference tt time quite furnie. sam tot ling lin was joey. hahas! damn furnie. then slowly da conference gort bigger. jojo came in. then ivan came in. last and norts least wei jie!( sam's DIVORCED wife xD.) hmms.. yupps. cos we were all verii blurr about da camp thingy we call ivan to explain. yupps. sho in da end, we meeting at dhoby ghaut at 8 on wednesdae.xD.i miss joey! she's awae ferr camp todae.s0bbs.>.<.. lols. hmms.. okayy. i tink i overshot moii fone bill by alot.die. ahh! hmms..frm sa hua dae till todae like msgin kb whole dae narhhs.lols.btw, did i mention about da f0ur promises? lols. he promise me tw0 lerhhs.xD . sho he still owe me tw0.xD. hmms.. dunch wanna go out wib shek. like abit weird after sho long. yupps. hope he doesnt read it.xD. hmms..cant imagine wads gonna happen during camp.xD.gonna b like damn fun.lols. i tink tts enuff ferr todae.xD.

should i take urr advice?

tv dae?

2007-06-02T22:38:00.000+08:00

LALALA~
i'm like super bored todae though its rest dae. watched tv and msg kb like da whole dae. going out wib joey on da 12th of june.xD going shopping.wee!!~.. hmms.. tmr gort camp meeting at aljunied. me and joey decided on leggings since we cant wear skirts there.hmms.. i wonder wads gonna happen. hmms.. da meeting iish frm 2-5pm but leaving earlier due to moii tuition. hmms.. boring dae todae i guess..no pics no nth.zZzZzz..
buais peeps.x)

its hard to tell if euu r telling da truth ot norts.

tired dae much?

2007-06-01T22:57:00.000+08:00

me.b4 sa hua dae.xD. take ferr fun.xD.

sa hua dae.xD. waiting ferr bus on sa hua dae.xD

sa hua dae.xD. me and joey at j8.xD

omg..damn tired.zzZzz..had softball todae.its like sho norts a softball kinda dae.zZzZz.. then went to macs after tt. went to bbs wib nicole.she nided da buy PINK ring file.lols.

hmms..msg kb da whole dae.xD. then chia lin,ivan, nic msg and ehh.. ivan i dunch habe camp todae alrite? lols. hmms..dropped moii pouch in da bus todae. apparrently a nice kind soul picked it up and called me.xD wee!!~

i g0rt tw0 more meiis . jojo and linglin.xD. l0ve euu guys.xD. i l0ve moii twinn.xD

hahas. i love sa hua dae.xD. i almost did duty thrice.( phew.lucky didnt take joey shift.xD)

hmms..kb damn furnie during sa hua duty. anyhow scatter. then scatter sho hard till kanna da volunteer's nose and sum even go in moii basket.>.<

zZzZzz.. sho tired lerhhs.gud nites.lollipop dreams.xD

no how no why.i jus wann euu.

short and sweet

2007-05-29T22:49:00.000+08:00

wee!!~~ played wib moii bro sum online game tiish morning till about one. then went to moii grandma house to habe lunch. i lounge there till about 5+ then went home. and guess wad? i realise i onii had 300+..zZzZzz.. then had to start folding..till now onii habe 500+.. zZzZz..die lerhhs.wee!!~~ msging moii di di clarence now.xD. da wae he tokk sho cute.lols. kays i promise tt tiish post would b short and sweet sho i guess i should end here.xD.
gud nites.skittles dreams.xD

- m i in l0vE wib euu?

no sch dae!xD

2007-05-28T22:40:00.000+08:00

wee..no sch!! lols.went back to sch to get moii HEAVY schoolbag and a HEAVY paper bag full of HEAVY books. lols.

hmms.. went back home .(dying on da wae) laid on da sofa sms, watch tv.. and b4 i noe it, i was alslp.slp till 4+ wake up, eat, watch tv till 6+ then played games wib moii bro till 9+..btw..yan ming emo todae. yupps. kinda scary. EMO PPL R SCARY!! lols. hmms..wee.. i g0rt a new bro yesterdae.xD like god-bro. wee!!~~~ lols. hmms.. me and joey r like tokking about gals and guys kinda topic. yupps yupps. no listening.lols. hmms..i told joey "ahh!!i jus remembered." then i continued wib" i haben bought lollipops!" then she was like * dissapointed kinda face* like wanna knock da wall or sumthing. lols.
hmms.. me and shek and like cracking our heads trying to get a num. zZzZzz.. i miss lotsa ppl! lalala~

had a bad dream tiish afternoon while slping. didnt like it. brr.. gib me da creeps even tinking about it.. hmms.. gtg. gud nite.=)

its norts onii about me. its about how we work together.

NE camp!!

2007-05-27T20:06:00.000+08:00

wee!!~ xD

queenstown and new town.xD

bettina playing wib her camara.xD

clouds.

group foto at concourse area.xD

isn't tiish pic jus beautiful?xD

first meal we had when we first stepped in SDC.xD

me. was jus checking moii hair. turn out it was pretty nice.xD

bettina and me( at da general office b4 going to SDC)

moii GOBSTOPPERS!!!xD(lighting norts nice though)

i shall interprete tiish. da water hits da cloud, da cloud has a hole in it, da cloud starts leakin water.xD

norts a nice scene to take but yahh.i took it at random.

lalala~~ nice? it looks abit foggy though.

wee!!~ i was bored.i love moii twinn!!

i LoVE mOii tWiinn.xD

i was bored.

moii view on da first dae discussion.xD

bettina.xD

bettina in another position.xD

we were takin each other.lols.xD

last dae of camp.xD.bettina and i.( she looks like a guy in tiish pic doesnt she?xD)

wee!!~~~

NE camp!!~~~

LALALA!!~~

lols. hmms.. i remember da quote thingy i made.

we are small,

we are strong,

we are, we are,

SINGAPORE!!

short and sweet.xD. hmms..noe lotsa new fwenns, hardly slp, butt sores, hip hop moves, cartwheel, new pics, new secrets, stronger bonds,well-fed meals( over-fed), sexy moves, smashed cakes, chilli hot noodles, gazing of stars, finding out if birds fly at nite, line dancing, da hyperness and lots more.xD

ahh!! bettina put up da pic tt i LOOK emo. i was playin wib moii fone.zZzZzz..

went to ngee ann city straight after camp. ferr da stall games thingy. I MISSED JOEY!! then head ferr tuition after tt. IVAN HAD HIS HAIR CUT! lols.

hmms..slept abit in tuition. didnt noe when i fall alslp though.xD. hmms.. me and clarence were using moii fone to type msges instead of sending msges.LETS TYPE MSGS ALL DAE LONG WITHOUT WASTING MONEY.lols.xD

jun wei wanna noe joey.wee!!~

joey iish takin sho long to habe her dinner.zZzzZzz.. lazy type lerhhs. I SHALL STOP HERE.

lols.

gud nites. lollipop dreams.xD

-i noe euu miss me, i noe euu wann me.

-i LOvE mOii tWiinn!!xD

hide and seek!

2007-05-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

wee!!!~~hide and seek after sch! charmaine, harumi, alex, nicole, justin, wei en and me.xD we played hide and seek like before A math. me and wei en kinda hid in wei en's sistarr klass along wib all da guys. lols. both of us slack while charmaine, harumi and justin were running around da sch finding us. xD. euu mus b tinkin tt its either we r childish or we had a deprived childhood. NOPES NOPES. its NEITHER. its kinda FUN. xD.
hmms.. no pictures todae.xD. should i gib jia hui his lolli tmr? lols. lata i ferrget da bring again.xD.
fridae cumming lerhhs. i still habenn pack ferr da camp!! everything abit rush lehhs. till now i also habenn finish his pressie yets!! next wednesdae nida gib lehhs! zZzzzZzz.. sebas birthdae still gort about 2 months awae, joey's(twinn) iish in about 3 months. jia hui also about 3 months. pearline's 7 months more! dunch noe wanna do wad ferr her. sianns.

OKAYY NO MORE TINKIN ABOUT PRESSIES.

nida pack ferr camp! gud nites peeps! candy dreams!! xD.

-lets jus r0ck da house.xD

lame much?

2007-05-22T22:17:00.000+08:00

moii pouch.xD.doesnt it looks like da thingy tt goes 'action!' in movies.xD. action!!

yupps yupps.tts justin.( yu neng dunch jealous horr.xD)

abit bo liaos. in da hall take derhhs. lighting norts tt gud either.>.<

kinda a candied shot by wei en.xD

wei en and me.xD.on da wae da social studies.xD

wei en and me.mirror image.xD. norts verii nice.>.<

our intepretation of qian shou guan yin.xD.(ehh..i see da toliet bowl.xD)

me,cynthia,lynette and wei en.xD

wee..other than foto fun todae and being in da ava rm like super long, then there's nth much. hmms..had banding klass ferr mother tongue. sho went to da washrm. then plae abit wib da camara and mirrors.xD.

after mother tongue was social studies. went to ava, followed by pure geog which was combined together at da ava to watch a video.aww.. da gal died.s0bbs s0bbs. then after tt remained behind ferr da band thingy da meeting and last but norts least da student leader meeting. norts like stayed in da ava rm frm 12.30pm to 3.30pm.3 hours lehhs! hmms.. went back home after tt.. msged nicholas. yupps yupps.singteL lehhs sumbody. cannort waste msg! mus singteL to singteL okayy? xD

ahh! deadline cumming soon i habenn do much of a pressie ferr both of them! hmms.. ask ppl tink ferr me.xD

hmms..sianns.keep tinking todae iish thursdae! zZzZzz.. tmr gort softball meeting.i tink will kanna scolding lehhs.but after tmr then no training till next fridae! yay! means no nida wake up early on sa hua dae! xD.

tts about all bahhs.xD.nida update sumthing else. gud nites peeps.xD

- ` its all about euu, me and da camara.xD

family fest.xD

2007-05-21T22:13:00.000+08:00

i love tiish pic too.xD

personally i dunch reali like tiish pic.da lighting norts verii nice.>.<

wee..iish tiish pic nice?xD

wee..doesn't cheryl look nice?it was a snap shot.xD

on da elevator..si'min definately looks taller than me.moii hair looks like crap though.>.<

upper sec gals(student leaders.xD) i look like crap.i look like i gort mimiyan lorhhs!!>.<

ehh..obviiously a snap shot.(by si'min).kinda eating.i didnt even noe tt i was snapped.ehh..dunch mind me..moii plate's kinda messy.xD

wee..me and cheryl.xD

wei en was late todae..aww..sobbs sobbs.then end up wib detention.>.<..hmms..left klass early.suppose to leave klass at 10am but leave klass at 9.45am like tt.norts much diff actually.xD.gort lotsa fun doin da family fest thingy.though i gort rejected by sum while gibing out da flyers, sum approached to ask wad isit about.xD.

hmms..then there was tiish lady gibing out another type of flyer or sumthing.we kinda look at each other,smiled and said 'hi!' then we exchange flyers.xD. abit lame.but furnie.xD.

then we gort free ice-cream frm OCBC bank.yupps.shi min mum gort it ferr her but she didnt wan it. sho we kinda shared.xD.

went back sch, plae hide and seek( i noe euu might b tinkin abit childish, but yahh, it was fun.xD), then a math, then pei wei en go 2/5 ferr detention and last but norts least SOFTBALL training. lols.went home and da first thing was to shower.kinda shack todae.cant seem to focus.hahas.hmms..i guess i should stop here ferr todae.xD.

buais ppl.gud nites.candy dreams.xD

-stay strong. there's nth tts impossible to solve.(hmms..euu nid more huggies? xD)

s0bbs s0bbs

2007-05-20T20:09:00.000+08:00

s0bbs s0bbs..kou zhong in da show died.s0bbs s0bbs.poor kou zhong.i rather da zi lin die than him.and da part tt both of died, i then realise both of them has two women loving them.abit slow.hehes.okayy. enuff of it.

i spent like da whole a math tuition transfering moii stuff frm da spare fone to moii new fone.2 h0urs lehhs!! i hold da fones till moii hand stiff.hahas.hmms..other than jian hong's weird chat, its quite a normal dae i guess..
siianns.tmr gort sch, gort a math, gort training!
li lin jia y0u! onii tiish week gort sch then next week gort sa hua lerhhs!yay!
i wonder wads gonna happen on sa hua dae..cant wait! hmms.. gonna habe me, joey, sam,wei jie, ivan, yan ming,jeremy,jojo,ling lin,kent and more!! all 5 of us will b there! yay! and pang boon k0rr k0rr also going.xD. gonna bring lotsa lollipops.xD.

hmms..i tink tts all ferr todae.xD

-i love moii darling, twinn and darr darr.xD

m0vie dae

2007-05-19T22:15:00.000+08:00

arghh..sho freakin pissed off.he has officially been promoted frm part-time irritator to full time irritator.
hmms..went to vivo, watch m0vie, eat lotsa lollipops, tok on da fone, toking about fone. i jus gort moii k810i todae!!!! yay!!! lols.abit crazy.

hmms..jian hong iish officially freaking me out now..he sound sho sad n once again, i panicking(as usual) norts to sae confuse.i haben been confuse ferr a long long time now.*blink.* shit! i nida call jia hui. told him i will call him when i reach home.gtg.update next time.doodles.xD

-jus waiting ferr euu da walk pass and sae hi

'rainy' dae much?

2007-05-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

yesterdae go to da doc i remember da doc saying about stomach flu.zZzzZz.. then cannort eat spicy, oily or milk products. then todae dunch noe wad da eat.>.<..

hmms.. i made an achievement todae.xD. I LEARN HOW DA FOLD STAR!! YAY!! lols.wei en teach me derhhs.hehes.hmms..i tink i folded more than 80 stars todae.didnt count.xD.tmr continue folding.xD.i reali nth betta da do.xD.tmr gort training.then summore start sho early.hmms..i wonder when will moii stomach flu recover.=(.

jia hui didnt go ferr trainning todae.=(.hmms..y i sho zu yi him? lols.i sia0 lerhhs.hahas.
hmms..todae rain..sho sianns..zZzZzz..floor sho wet..n0w tokin to shi jie on da fone.hehes.

saw roy todae.he like dunch regconise me.then saw jing jia also.hmms..then roy msg me.hahas.hmms.. he still as white! hahas!

hmms..i still dunch noe wad da gib jian hong ferr his birthdae gift lehhs. zhe me ban?!! hmms.. nvm.tmr go sch yi mian eat sweet yi mian tink.sun bian ask nicholas tink ferr me.xD.

hmms..like nth da blog lerhhs.hahas.gud nites.xD

-where eva euu go,i wanna b wib euu.

zZzzZz..

2007-05-16T21:47:00.000+08:00

todae iish lu wei's birthdae. harpie 15th birthdae.xD. hmms.. euu r officially one more year closer to death.xD.
zZzZz..n0rts feeling tt well todae.sho didnt go ferr training.went home early.went da see a doc. guess wad? da doc was on house call.waited ferr da doc ferr one h0ur.zZzZz..but da air-con at da clinic was great.xD.

jian h0ng and his cafe at city hall.i sick lerhhs still ask me go.s0bbs s0bbs.bully bing ren.>.<..lols.hmms..todae iish ma ma hu hu dae again.hehes.it was kinda a scrape through ferr moii lit paper.xD. jus passed i guess. add together wib social studies i fail lerhhs.still end up wib a D7.sho sad.sadded me.=(. i failed dunch noe how many subjects lerhhs.sobbs sobbs.>.<

dunch noe should go sch tmr marhhs.cos scared norts feeling well then mr lim ask me to run 2.4 tmr i die.lata still ask me sui bian run also can.zZzZz..
sebas jus came online!! lols. last saturdae nites dunch noe y keep tinking about him.especially before i slp.lols.dunch noe y keep thinkin about da bus trip.was it jus a bus trip or was it sumthing tt brought us closer?

hmms..i'm like chatting wib joey, jia hui and sebas on msn.super hyper now! dunch noe why.hehes.hmms..joey gort 6 camps in da holidaes itself! omg! cant imagine how iish she gonna cope.anywaes, pang boon's gonna go ferr da sa hua thingy! yay!!! lols. abit over reacting lerhhs.xD.

lalala..tmr no training, but gort pe. then summore end at 2.15 like tt.sianns.zZzzZz..dunch feel like blogging lerhhs.nice sianns thursdae.>.<

-jus as i wanted to tell euu i lurbbe euu, i lose tiish courage.

speech much?

2007-05-15T21:33:00.000+08:00

boO!!
yesterdae pearline cried..i tink its bcos of me..isit da things i said? or wad i was doing? or perharps wad i was changing to? in any wae..pearline, if euu r readin moii blog, fergive me ferr makin euu cry..i didnt intend to let tt happen at all, all of tt. those tears..i didnt mean it.i noe all these words doesnt make up da distance.but jus dunch ignore me.dunch push to me a cold shoulder.i dunch wanna live with a regret of losing sumone like euu..

freaking sick yesterdae.cramps,fever,headache,flu,muscle-ache and da urge of puking.felt like dying.lols.

okayy.time ferr speech.i would like to thankk joey and nicholas ferr making moii blog a success.xD.lols.

wei han abit furnie. sho long didnt tok lerhhs then suddenly tok.like verii weird.hahas.

LALALA~ i shall stop here i tink.xD
nites ppl. candy dreams.xD

-i dunch wanna b living in a world of darkness,bring me out.

more more more!!

2007-05-13T22:57:00.000+08:00

joey and me.samuel,ivan,joey and me.xD.

27th april 2007

hmms..tt was one of da best daes in moii life. onii 4 of us noe y..*hint hint*. its about nick.xD.ice cream boii boii.xD

anywaes,11th may,fridae, we went to wei jie's house.abit sianns.okayy larhhs.iishh verii sianns.hahas.but we rape wei jie anywaes.tt was FUN.xD.saddistic.lols.hmms..didnt noe wei jie gort stead.sumore put lotsa make-up kinda gal..brr..gibs mii da chills tinkin about it..

IVAN

ivan,dunch bang anymore alrite?xD.and i jus wanna sae tt i despise ppl who gib up on themselves.sho dunch gib up alrite.xD.thankks ferr da pat b4 euu left me in da mrt.i realli nidded tt.=).thankks.

yesterdae went to moii grandma's house celebrate mother's dae.then raynard gort new specs!! but dunch suit him.sadded me.=(..

hmms..todae i skipped one hour of tuition.hehes.went da get mothers' dae pressie.gort her a bottle of crystals and a necklance.I LOVE DA CRYSTALS!!!! lols.

luke analyzing moii dreams.xD.hahas.i wonder wads his conclusion gonna b.

anywaes,ivan created sum acc to make fun of janson.xD.quite unexpected.

ehh..gtg.lurbe euu peeps.xD

-i love euu frm a distance,i jus didnt wanna tell euu sho.

hmms..long post?lols.

2007-05-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

hmms..sam teaching joey POA!!xD

27th april 2007.

retarted.i guess.

2007-05-02T22:40:00.000+08:00

heyy heyy! lilin's blogging! lols.todae iish ma ma hu hu dae again. hmms..after sch we pon math klass then plae bball.then after tt went ferr a math.xD.after a math stay in sch wib wei hao, desmond they all.xD.
hmms..then after tt meet jian hong.then he taught me a math.lols.i tink he almost died doing tt.xD.
did moii lit jus now..didnt noe wad da write sho write rubbish.hmms..then smsin jian hong and wei jie.hahas.no mood da do f&n.zzZzz..ferr sum reason.feel abit retarted todae.jian hong ask sum reali weird questions n at last most of da questions in moii head were answered.hahas.hmms..dunch feel like blogging lerhhs..quite tired..nites ppl.xD

-i wish i was on a nebbarr ending path when i'm wib moii twin..

mS side-effect

2007-04-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

heyy ppl! had english paper todae. then i bu xiao xin make pearline angry rite before da second paper.oops!
msg jian hong, joey,sam and ivan todae.hahas.pon math todae.then went to hougang mall meet joey and gang.we went around hougang mall shopping ferr bag.then we look around ferr white shirt ferr da sa hua thingy.xD.then after tt went to tiish ice-cream shop to habe ice-cream then ren shi one new guy who's working at da store.he sho blurr.hahas.but reali cute.xP.hmms..then went back home tt time msg jian hong, thye soon and ivan.
went to msn then sebas told me he gort into CAR ACCIDENT! scare me half da death!ahh! CANNORT DIE HORR!!

hmms..then jus now chat with ivan.he keep guessing who's mr ABC.hahas.dunch tell euu who.xP

kinda tired todae.like reali tired.dunch noe y..i guess i would b turning in now.gud nites ppl!

-dunch die without me.

2007-04-26T22:49:00.000+08:00

bOo! chinese paper todae.zZZzz..finished da second paper like 40mins b4 da paper was supposed da end.actually wanted da meet joey and gang todae.then ended up gort ipw gp meeting. sho in da end all didnt meet.tmr then meet.xD

sebastian drank again.sadded me.=(.
but he said he was sOrrii.xD.hmms..then he promised me tt he will nebbarr get angry wib me.yupps.xD. he had his reasons ferr drinking tiish time.(more valid than da last time i knew he drank.lols.) i cant believed.he gort betrayed.backstabbed! tt guy will suffer retribution.xD.
no matter wad happens EUU CAN COUNT ON ME.xD.

meeting joey and gang at hougang mall tmr at 3.15.xD.

I MISS JOEY ALRDY!lols.

hmms..dunch noe wad name we should name ourselves.me and joey will b da onii two gals! ahh!lols.anywaes.msg jian hong and joey.like almost da whole dae. then also gort msg sam and ivan.xD.

LALALA~mum's chasin me da bed again..zzZzz..

BUAIS PPL!
LOVE YA!

2007-04-25T22:39:00.000+08:00

HELLO! feel sho purpliish todae.sho bloggin in purple.xP.hmms..lets see wad was todae time table like.

english(eL)
physics
geog
geog
recess
math(ma)
math(ma)
literature(hu)
literature(hu)

we name tiish ma ma hu hu dae.cos of da time table.lols.abit retarted but yahh.hmms..da onii interesting period todae was like literature klass. subbhas act as wei feng's wife.lols.it was something like kate chopin's " the story of an hour". it was sumthing ms huang iish trying to make use of to help us understand more of da story i guess.ferr sum reason i enjoy lit. best in all da subjects i take.mayb cos of da teacher? lols.interesting wouldn't b da word i would use. perharps exciting? lols.
then half wae during lit klass jian hong msg me,followed by ivan.they HAD to msg me on during lit klass when its like sho freaking intersting.anywaes,i onii replied them like after klass or sho.hahas.

btw,during math klass..mrs lum wanted to take awae moii pooh bear..aww..she said if i plaed wib it one more time she would bring it home.then i asked her y would she wan tt ferr? then she said she could gib it to her son.hahas.mS joker.lols.

met jian hong at SP ferr lunch.hahas.gort free meal todae.xD.then after tt went to clementi to meet JOEY n IVAN.we went to kfc to chill.hahas.hmms.. it was there and then JOLIVAN was formed.lols.
okayy.i shall stop here todae.mum chasing me to bed lerhhs.

GUD NITES PEEPS OUT THERE! xD

-its a nebbarr ending story.xD

can't wait.xD

2007-04-24T13:43:00.000+08:00

ahh! cant wait ferr joey da do up moii blog! lols.now habing geog.xD.da debating about deforestation and stuff..zZZzz..moii gOsh! bryan's group iish like out of point.xP.lols.

hUggiies.i lOve mOii pooh bear.xD.now rainin..sho siians.moii pillow wib wei en.xD.ahh!thye soon wanns moii bear! dunch gib euu.hUmph!.lols.

peggy's group presenting now..hahas.wOw! use MICROPHONE! r euu like ms use MICROPHONE? lols.

okayy.dunch tok about geog lerhhs.sho sianns.
LALALA~can't wait ferr SUNDAE!.
I MISS JOEY!I MISS SAM! I MISS WEI JIE!(sam's "wife") I MISS IVAN! i MISS ppl in PKS!xD.

i todae abit high lehhs.hahas.lols.
YAY! tmr NO A math.xD.
hmms..one more period before sch ends.zzZzz..

in da morning msg jian hong till jus now.decided norts to msg ivan and joey. ms JOEY nids to STUDY and IVAN nids his BEAUTY SLP.lols.

geog iish like 15mins over its period.LETS MISS CME! lols.

where should i go lata? should i bring home moii pillow? should i bring home moii pooh bear? or should i bring home both? lols.
TISH IISH A STUPID POST.LOLS.

tiish post abit long hoRr.i shall stop here FERR NOW.xP

- I LOVE mS.YEOJ aka mS.JOEY.xD